Twisted Kismet

The sometimes crazy road from here to there

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The give and take of cancer

Another week, another recovery period.  hahaha The surgery went well Monday morning – no collapsed lung which is always good news.  I was discharged around 9:30 AM and home by shortly after 10 AM.  And then I settled in for a day long nap.  It turns out the minor surgery and recovery was more painful […]

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Just checking in….

Not sure I know where to begin.  Every day brings a new roller coaster ride. So I’m all healed from the surgery and went back to work two weeks ago.  All good there for the most part.  It’s really hard to focus at times and work can be a struggle.  People seem to think it […]

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Moving forward….

It was a strange week.  While it started out pretty awful, there were some good days.  I feel like the ship has been righted again…at least for a while. As for the quote above, I am now a believer…at least for now.  After feeling totally devastated on Monday and then allowing myself to wallow in […]

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Trust your gut

For the past two years, I have had this inner drive to do certain things – the bucket list trips, the decluttering of the house, and other subtle changes to my life in general.  I could never quite put my finger on what was the actual driving force behind it all.  I sort of chalked […]

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When no plan is the plan

It was a strange week.  I dropped my brother off at the airport earlier today and he is safely on his way home.  I feel oddly disoriented. All in all, I feel pretty good after the surgery.  There is still some residual soreness with one or two of the incisions but nothing that isn’t manageable. […]

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So far so good…

So I survived the surgery which went better than expected.  But let’s back up a bit… At some point last Monday, I sort of started looking forward to surgery.  Hard to explain but it was like I had gone through a series of challenges and the prize (of sorts) was going to be getting rid […]

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Counting down the days…

Yes, there are days when it takes a lot of convincing to just get out of bed.  Two long weekends in a row really didn’t help matters.  And now I only have one full day of work left until….chaos. I feel like I should say something profound but the words just aren’t there.  Perhaps after […]

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Empathy

So I survived Christmas.  It was, in a way, a bit more mentally draining than other years.  I was very happy to come home. Part of this post was in my head before I left but it just wasn’t quite “ready” yet.  It sounded (in my head) like I was on a whiny rant and […]

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Merry Christmas and all that jazz…

Meh…that’s about how I feel about Christmas.  Those of you who have known me a for a while, know I have felt like that for years but it’s a bit worse this year.  Oh, I still put on a good face when out and about – even putting spare change into the Salvation Army kettle […]

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Ups and downs of life

So this quote pretty much sums up the past year – aside from the mothers arms thing because that is no longer an option for me.  At least in the literal sense.  More on that in a bit. It has been a rocky two weeks but I think some of the drama is over for […]

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