Twisted Kismet

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The Chinese Lantern Theory

I decided to keep the caption of this pic because it helps explain what I’m going to ramble about. I’m reading a book titled Bright Side Up right now.  It’s an easy, uplifting read about how to look on the bright side when things are crappy.  It’s not nearly as sappy as it sounds, it’s mostly […]

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Enjoying the normal and calm days…

Funny story about this quote.  I had just finished a journal entry where I made comments about being on an emotional roller coaster but feeling determined to enjoy the ride.  Or something like that. And it HAS been – still IS – an emotional roller coaster.  Some days I can go from happy to sad […]

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Making progress….

So….it’s been a while.  It was a crazy but mostly good week. I have now declared myself one third of the way through the Treatment Plan.  I happen to be pretty proud of getting this far relatively unscathed. My sister in law arrived last Monday, just in time for Chemo Round Three on Tuesday.  That […]

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Emotionally messed up days…

I rarely admit to being messed up in the head lol.  But seriously, the past few weeks have been a bit of a mess emotionally. I will admit to being angry, frustrated, and anxious.  And maybe a bit depressed.  Not really a good mixture no matter how you look at it.  I’m not sure which […]

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A little bit of gratitude

There’s a lot of chatter about “gratitude journals” and such.  I never could seem to get in the habit of purposely writing down things to be grateful for.  I dunno, it just seems a little sappy.  But some people swear by it, so who am I to judge? I saw the radiology oncologist last week […]

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About “fighting”

I have mentioned Brene Brown’s books before and highly recommend as thought provoking reading material.  In her book Daring Greatly she talks about “getting into the ring” or showing up in our own lives.  The above quote is from her most recent book.   I’ll get to the point in a minute. So this past week […]

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It’s a mental thing

So it was a tough go last week.  I wore a scarf / headband thing Wednesday morning and afternoon and then out to dinner.  It was uncomfortable because my scalp was also sore. Thursday morning, I went to the infusion center place to have blood drawn.  The nurse suggested shaving my head because it is […]

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The good, the bad, and….

Well, I don’t want to say ugly.  Too cliche. So it was a pretty fabulous weekend (the good).  I pulled the trigger and bought me a new TV (thank you Uncle Sam!) Friday afternoon after the cleaning people left.  After that, I only left the house to walk the dog and make a quick grocery […]

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Sometimes it’s the little things…

So my sister in law went back home yesterday.  While it was great to have company for Round One, it was just a great to get my house back again.  I almost didn’t know what to do first last night. Today was the first round of blood tests post chemo.  There is sort of a […]

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One down and five plus more to go

Well, shoot, that is awfully small print.  😉 So where were we?  Oh yeah, chemo last week.  SIL arrived Saturday early afternoon and we actually had a rather enjoyable weekend including a shopping trip on Sunday and an afternoon at a local garden place on Monday.     And then there was Tuesday morning. The […]

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